Sirius

There is no star tonight..
The rain still falling embracing the loneliest feeling to keep it cold..
If I don't let it flow, then I crash and break into pieces..
Cause when it rain..
I can't see you shining brightly in the night sky..
I'm just longing for you tonight..
Watching you sleep and hear you breathing.
Laying beside you and listening to your voice.
Hold the black hole behind your window.
But I can't see you my sirius.
The summer has gone and I'm still waiting for you at the dawn..
Your smile,
Your kiss,
Makes me weak and blind.
This room is empty and I'm alone now.
I don't need the rain,
Even I love to walk away under the rain, but not without you..
I just need you..
I need you now..
Please don't go away..

My life is my fairytale

My life is my fairytale. Something that hard to understand why it is and what it should be..
In every story's writes and tale is tells, My world grows alive..
Imagination in every move I see..
Not such withered flowers in funeral..
But the beautiful dreams that everyone wants become real..
Where the stars falling from the sky and all your wishes come true..
There is no pain..
No tears fall down from hazel eyes..
No wounds that break your heart apart...
But it's just a dream..
Just an illusion..
That fades into breaking dawn..
Help me to breathing...
This wonderful life is only come behind the shadow..
Under the light..
Under my pillow..

But My life is my fairytale. The tragic real life and a beautiful nightmare..
Doesn't it sound like a lullaby ??
Where you always could see the rainbow.
"Somewhere over the rainbow"
that's what he said..
What I want today is just to know that it's just a dream..
Then I wake up to see how beautiful landscape full of blooming flowers..
In my castle..
In my kingdom..
With the prince of my heart...
But that's only a dream..
And will never ever come true.
And about how the ending...
what I know is..
My life is my fairytale...