Vulnerable Moment

In the night so alone...
The only thing that I've heard was your voice...
Soft and tender passed through my blood...
Killed the loneliness in me...
As it confusing me in all my dreams...

Until the october rain poured me...
The story told in different way...
Warm but stillness all I've heard pale and lost...

The time we've trough...
Was the darkest beauty in me...
I thought it was perfect...
But the march said it vulnerable...

I saw the stars on my purple sky...
But your eyes so brown..
So I can't look at the other sky...
But somehow I know I've let my self drown in grieve...
Would that kill my loneliness again ?

Give me a reason to understand the game you play...
Don't let me down to the agony anymore...
Let me cry if its makes you happy with her...
But please don't bring that flower to push me down...

Cause tonight I can't kill this think of you...
I think I miss you now...

There you are

I know something behind that brown door
something that you keep inside
haunting me in her smile
something that keep my heart in pale
and though I try to stop the rain upon you
still you know nothing

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine


Hide but you around me
sometime I hear her voice
bring me to reach the sky bellow
and I'm down by my self
screaming in silence

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine

cause you know nothing about us
what we hold is vulnerable
when she falling through us
it seems like you never feel me
cause you know nothing
and would never know

October

I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting it

Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up
You're my only strength.
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
In all my bitterness,
I ignored
All that's real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong
I can't lie anymore
I fall down before you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Constantly ignoring
The pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

when Its over

I know that I need you...
I know that I'm Loosing you..
and It hurt !.
Then I'm crying alone...
Everything's so dark..
Can't believe that I'm alone...

Everyday I feel pain...
oowh.. Hurt and bitter..
they're my Friends..
Can't you feel me when I cry?!.

But now..
you want me back..
I know you want me back..
do I want you back ?!
enough For this love...
enough for this pain...

so please Let me be free...