My life is my fairytale

My life is my fairytale. Something that hard to understand why it is and what it should be..
In every story's writes and tale is tells, My world grows alive..
Imagination in every move I see..
Not such withered flowers in funeral..
But the beautiful dreams that everyone wants become real..
Where the stars falling from the sky and all your wishes come true..
There is no pain..
No tears fall down from hazel eyes..
No wounds that break your heart apart...
But it's just a dream..
Just an illusion..
That fades into breaking dawn..
Help me to breathing...
This wonderful life is only come behind the shadow..
Under the light..
Under my pillow..

But My life is my fairytale. The tragic real life and a beautiful nightmare..
Doesn't it sound like a lullaby ??
Where you always could see the rainbow.
"Somewhere over the rainbow"
that's what he said..
What I want today is just to know that it's just a dream..
Then I wake up to see how beautiful landscape full of blooming flowers..
In my castle..
In my kingdom..
With the prince of my heart...
But that's only a dream..
And will never ever come true.
And about how the ending...
what I know is..
My life is my fairytale...

Valium

Goodnight to you, forgiving my endless torments,
I want you right here ease this pain.
Close your eyes, feel my frail heart screaming to you.

I beg redemption my valium.
Don’t keep on tempting me my valium.
My dry eyes could cry no more.
Give me back my reality out of my sleep.

Goodnight to you, buried alive by love.
This softly touch and tenderness embrace.
But I need to live without you.

My Dearest Aiedail

Dear the brightest star,
I don’t know who you are, even just your name.
Can’t you stay tonight for me?
For the love in my heart is only for you.
And the brightest star,
Would you be my lonely star?
Because I’m the lonely moon in the lonely night,
Would you keep my heart and not let me pale?

How can I leave the night when whisper falls from you?
And do I think of you when the sun comes at horizon.
A lullaby tells softly, but I won’t sleep,
Just to shine beside you in my lonely nights.