My life is my fairytale

My life is my fairytale. Something that hard to understand why it is and what it should be..
In every story's writes and tale is tells, My world grows alive..
Imagination in every move I see..
Not such withered flowers in funeral..
But the beautiful dreams that everyone wants become real..
Where the stars falling from the sky and all your wishes come true..
There is no pain..
No tears fall down from hazel eyes..
No wounds that break your heart apart...
But it's just a dream..
Just an illusion..
That fades into breaking dawn..
Help me to breathing...
This wonderful life is only come behind the shadow..
Under the light..
Under my pillow..

But My life is my fairytale. The tragic real life and a beautiful nightmare..
Doesn't it sound like a lullaby ??
Where you always could see the rainbow.
"Somewhere over the rainbow"
that's what he said..
What I want today is just to know that it's just a dream..
Then I wake up to see how beautiful landscape full of blooming flowers..
In my castle..
In my kingdom..
With the prince of my heart...
But that's only a dream..
And will never ever come true.
And about how the ending...
what I know is..
My life is my fairytale...

Her

And the stars shining on the darkest heart.
When she feels life is unfair.
Burns a broken soul, I know what it feels.
To be lost, and forsaken.
Her life full with lies, the untruth.
Whenever she walks, lies bloom in her beautiful sorrow.
And when she screaming, no one hear.
She just stands there and never will to runs from this tears.
This life ruins her mind, tear her soul.

And the stars keep shining on the darkest heart.
Though they know she can't live anymore.
And the pain remains in their eyes.
With no sounds my darling, I know how regret their heart.

I am She...

I found my self that I've got nothing...
Broken inside I don't even know what to do...
She feels better when the night coming..
Never Care Tomorrow...
Yes I do really miss that innocent smile...

She is the sun... shining brightly...
She is the cloud... knows that the sky is blue..
through it all... her heart believing in everything...
She's close enough to touch her dream...

Empty and lost is what I get...
Behind this smile hiding the flame of pain...
Burning everything that she had made...
And I still remember the rainbow in her eyes...
and it seems blurry now...