I'm crying

I see the dark clouds over your eyes again.
No such a wonderful pain when it ruins your world.
You could stay to see them laughing while you draw the sky blend to grey.
She is crying...
She is hurting...
But the tears won't stop running.
Like a beast astray, starve and so alone.
Wishing someone's hear my scream.
But the rain and drizzle never come together.
I'm screaming..
I'm tearing, you down.
Leaving the pain behind.
And when the wind whispers, it never can't be real.
But how could we be together, if it doesn't real.
She is crying..
She is hurting..
And I want to not crying somehow.
I'm screaming..
I'm tearing you down..
Leaving the pain behind.

The Green Land

I love this moment.. When the cold breeze blows my hair..
Where the dawn as cold as you..
This evergreen land gives me the love from everyone here..
The warm smile with the innocent eyes gazing deeper to my heart..
She is smiling with no worries..
A little girl with a thousand dreams makes me think of you..
Remembering me to the time when I was young..
Just three days with you.. I feel better to face the cruel life..
With her innocent eyes I see the world..
I see the truth heading in my eyes..
And everythings are going right..
Know I believe that I can run faster than before..
Today, is the last moment I see the blue sky in this evergreen..
The song of farewell will be singing among a thousand feelings...
Thank's to you..
Thank's to you my dear..
I'm going home now..
I'm going home and bring a thousand stories to tell...


-Memorable moment with lovable peoples at the green pangalengan-
26-28 February 2010

Don't You Dear ??

Don't you want to feel the way I feel ?
Sometimes it sending shiver down my spine, like the cold ice in the winter..
But when it gone, it seems like I'm lost in the desert without the rain..
The desire to drink grows stronger, and that wine seducing me to kiss your lips..
Because your lips is so red, more than the blood in my vein...

Can you feel what I feel ?
When I look deeper into the mirror, I see the flash of memory..
The empty memory, will you give the last love to make it completely ?
There is a place for me and you, where no one can tear us apart..

And darling... Do you feel what I feel ?
Tell me why I can't live without you ?
In this cruelest place, we hold to our fragile love..
We have seen the weakness of our trust, and we crash into madness..

There is so much things to do as we hold to our forlorn hopes.
The way you smile, tearing all my worries.
And now I believe that you are the only one for me.

Will you feel what I feel ?
Far from my consciousness, come into my dream land.
Hunting me, disturbing me,
Such a moment that I never want.

Can you feel what I feel ?
When I look deeper into the mirror, I see the flash of memory..
The empty memory, will you give the last love to make it completely ?
There is a place for me and you, where no one can tear us apart..
A beautiful utopia where the aiedail shining brightly..

There is so much things to do as we hold to our forlorn hopes
The way you love, killing the wounds in me.