Friday, November 28, 2008

nothing but an angle

she cry at the corner
alone on a doubt
she finally found that live was useless
but just imaginary

walk at the crowded but what she looking for is nothing
tell me what her feeling
tell me it is nothing

looking to the mirror
but there is no reflection
running under the starlight
but still can't find the shadow

yes she is...
she looking for nothing
in this world
she looking for the thing that have lost

and I wake up from my sleep
tell you what I feel
tell you it isn't nothing
tell you its an angel
tell you she is an angel

angel of my heart

For my beloved grandmom

and she told me everything...
i thought it was useless
and she accompany me in every weekend...
i felt it was bored
and she embrace me when i feel alone...
she hold me when i fallen...

I miss her beauty smile...
I miss her softness touch...
I miss her warm embrace...
I miss her voice...

God If I can make a deal with You...
Just want sweet deal..
"I want to see her... I want to make some conversation with her...
I want to listen every word she says... I want to hug her..."
God...

I'm crossing the borderline
Without a sound
A wilderness
No one could ever know
The sadness
How it brings me down

Sunday, November 16, 2008

He Loves Me

Wednesday at the afternoon...
he standing there..

someone that I'm waiting for..
someone that In my dream...

and I cannot write anymore...
cause the words disappear...

Just "I Love You" that I Find From hIm...