Endless Dark

Softly the light shines in through
The gates of grace on me and you
Deceiving our restless hearts,
A flickering flame so serene
Devours the night so we could see
The fear we hold on to so strong,
But I know where I belong
Away from your Gods
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
Endless dark
This endless dark

Lonely the light shines on you
Through the gates of fire entombed
Feeding on your love,
Weak is the blaze that kept me awake,
From cruelty and tenderness enraised
Saving my soul no more
And I know where I belong
Away from your Gods
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
Endless dark
Endless dark
Endless dark

I know where I belong
Away from your Gods
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds, Heal all wounds
Heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That shine on you and tame your burning heart
That bury my truth right into your arms
That worship the Tomb of our forlorn love
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark

Vulnerable Moment

In the night so alone...
The only thing that I've heard was your voice...
Soft and tender passed through my blood...
Killed the loneliness in me...
As it confusing me in all my dreams...

Until the october rain poured me...
The story told in different way...
Warm but stillness all I've heard pale and lost...

The time we've trough...
Was the darkest beauty in me...
I thought it was perfect...
But the march said it vulnerable...

I saw the stars on my purple sky...
But your eyes so brown..
So I can't look at the other sky...
But somehow I know I've let my self drown in grieve...
Would that kill my loneliness again ?

Give me a reason to understand the game you play...
Don't let me down to the agony anymore...
Let me cry if its makes you happy with her...
But please don't bring that flower to push me down...

Cause tonight I can't kill this think of you...
I think I miss you now...

Emil

I'm through fighting the day..
I'm Fear by the nigh..
can I see beautiful tomorrow again ??
oh how this wounds torture me..
I wish a thousand birds could bring my heal..

two days left for me..
Its hard to believe that I can't kiss your lips anymore...
Leaving all that I love behind..
will I go to that place alone ??
Is it good for me to leave now ??
oh a thousand birds bring the answer form God to me..

and tonight...
my thousand paper birds will fly...
fly.. fly.. just fly...
fly and spread the hope...
Cause I still believe that I can see tomorrow...


present for Emil...
keep fighting guy !.
I believe you can see the sun tomorrow...

Chrysalis

Maybe I was wrong...
Or maybe that was the right thing that I have choose ...
Then the doubt arise..
And I fall into my self..
Waiting for my final time..

The time when I was there..
In the night so alone..
The dream was too long..
But The truth I know is different...

Knowing nothing I tried to reach the sky..
But still it won't spread...
Can I run to another clouds ?
Somehow I know how it feel...
The touch of your softness bless...

There you are

I know something behind that brown door
something that you keep inside
haunting me in her smile
something that keep my heart in pale
and though I try to stop the rain upon you
still you know nothing

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine


Hide but you around me
sometime I hear her voice
bring me to reach the sky bellow
and I'm down by my self
screaming in silence

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine

cause you know nothing about us
what we hold is vulnerable
when she falling through us
it seems like you never feel me
cause you know nothing
and would never know

October

I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting it

Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up
You're my only strength.
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
In all my bitterness,
I ignored
All that's real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong
I can't lie anymore
I fall down before you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Constantly ignoring
The pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Confession

I still remember every moment we've through.
Everything seemed easier with you here.

Our fragile dreams have broken.
They all died, and we just live in vain.

But tonight I miss you so.
All I need is you.
This feeling constantly bury me.
Entomb me in an empty heart.

Here I am.
Try to forget you, but you are too strong.

Tell me darling.
How do I can ease the pain inside.
In all my ignorance. All I know is you.
All I need is you.

And I give up.
To walk away from you.
Because tonight I miss you.
oh how I miss you...