Sweet Dreams by Vamps

So beautiful
I've never seen that place
When the trip is over
I want to go with you
I'm heading to the next city
Until far away unnoticed
With an intense sound in my heart
I'm buried within sleep

Good night to you!
I always do think of you
Even when I'm far away
Were you wonderful today?
Because surely there
Will be good tomorrows
Sweet dreams

So beautiful
I’ve never known this joy
When the trip is over
I want to share with you
Many days like this has passed
Even if we are separated i feel you
When i'm alone i think in talking with you
I wonder if you already sleep?

Good night to you!
I always do think of you
Even when I'm far away
Were you wonderful today?
Because surely there
Will be good tomorrows
Sweet dreams

Good night to you!
I always do think of you
Even when I'm far away
Were you wonderful today?
Because surely there
Will be good tomorrows
Sweet dreams

When I return
I won’t let you go
Sweet dreams

Flickering Desire

Disturbing voices in my head..
Take me deeper to the unbearable emotion..
I want to throw it all away..
Don't you want to ??
You dont want it..

Hanging in my head..Hurting my lungs..
I'm starve by the blood all over you..
Pretending that you know nothing..
Don't you know that smile kiiling me ??
ohh you don't want to know..

I want it now !
My blood runing fast in all my flickering desire..
Blend me with the darkest feeling..
I want it now !
I want it now !
Here by my side without any sickness from you !
This time I dont want to hear you..

You say that it doesn't exist..
And you say that you dont see the kind like that..
Dont you know that I know every lies of you ??
How dare you lie to me..
If I see it and touch it many time..

I want it now !
My blood runing fast in all my flickering desire..
Blend me with the darkset feeling..
I want it now !
I want it now !
Here by my side without any sickness from you !
This time I dont want to see you..

Darling you know...
Your can never forgive your self by shouting her..
She will hate you..
And darling you know..
I ain't your little girl who can trust your lies..
Anymore I have a new life know..
Though I still need you like a baby..
But she will turns to something that you loath..

I want it now !
My blood runing fast in all my flickering desire..
Blend me now with the darkest feeling..
I want it now..
I want it right now..
My blood running fast in all my flickering desire..
Blend me with the darkest feeling..
Aaaa I want it know !!!
My blood running fast in all my flickering desire..
Here by my side without any sickness from you !!!

Shallow Sleep Lyric By HYDE

I just saw you
Beyond the course of time
A room that we one shared
But my memory's a haze
Forgetting what was said
I gently held out my hand
and in that perfect moment
You disappeared - I lost you over again
In a shallow sleep i dreamt i was seeing you
Just how i remembered
Brimming with tenderness
and somewhere in the cain
A feeling that nothing had ever changes
Your presence close beside me till i wake
I just saw you a moment far too brief
Before the daylight came
But my heart is beating fast
Perhaps we meet again
I see you - until i wake from shallow sleep
An artist without a brush
Can't paint upon the canvas
Without you here
There is no color
A colorless landscape
I see you - shallow sleep

And The Afternoon Calling...

Sunday, 6 December 2009 at 17.41 am

I walked under the blue sky...
I felt the scent of the breeze..
Remembering me to something that I never understand..
And how I long for the rainbow on my sky..
You left me here by my self..
No one ever seen how twilight calls your name..

I'm singing a song..
I'm searching for you..
I want to live inside your soul..
And take your pain away...
So that smile won't leave you anymore..

at 17.49 pm

And the sky turns to gray..
Living all the life behind..
and if you could live for a moment...
I'll make a story..
Like the rain comes in another day..

at 17.55 pm

why does this pain won't leave from my heart..
why does the moon leave me alone here..
how can I face the truth if it never show..
I'm lost behind the shadow..
My eyes getting blur to see how beautiful the rainbow..

-Goodnight to you-

Thuesday,1 December 2009 at 12.33 am

There's a words that I can't keep to speak until the sun shining....
"How I longing for you now"
Goodnight to you my dearest love..
Hope tomorrow will bring you to reach the blue sky..
I know i loved you somehow...
and I know I tried to forget you long time ago..
Then your softness voice whispered to me..
You said that I am..
It ruins my word now..
cause tonight I think of you..
Goodnight to you my dearest love,,,
I wish your dreams will bring you to this utopia..
When all the stars falling...
So I can wish to them...
"I wish you will always be mine"
Goodnight to you my dearest love..
I hope I could see you again..
Even if in a dream..
There will be a glorious moment that I won't forget...
Goodnight to you..
Goodnight to you..
I hope you know that I miss you today...

March 2008, 2nd

Beautiful cold night I want to live beside your sorrow
Holding tight the weakness
we quiet close enough to leave

Under the moonlight I’m walking through the darkness
Still looking for something I never understand
Cause I don’t want to lose the warmth of smile anymore
Oh how beautiful fate writing the story of my life

There is nothing wrong I feel

Burning the fire eyes of paper illusion
Beneath the cloud we hide from the sun
Am I loosing my self?
There is nothing left to live for,,

Endless Dark

Softly the light shines in through
The gates of grace on me and you
Deceiving our restless hearts,
A flickering flame so serene
Devours the night so we could see
The fear we hold on to so strong,
But I know where I belong
Away from your Gods
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
Endless dark
This endless dark

Lonely the light shines on you
Through the gates of fire entombed
Feeding on your love,
Weak is the blaze that kept me awake,
From cruelty and tenderness enraised
Saving my soul no more
And I know where I belong
Away from your Gods
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
Endless dark
Endless dark
Endless dark

I know where I belong
Away from your Gods
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds, Heal all wounds
Heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That shine on you and tame your burning heart
That bury my truth right into your arms
That worship the Tomb of our forlorn love
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark
That heal all wounds and light this endless dark

Vulnerable Moment

In the night so alone...
The only thing that I've heard was your voice...
Soft and tender passed through my blood...
Killed the loneliness in me...
As it confusing me in all my dreams...

Until the october rain poured me...
The story told in different way...
Warm but stillness all I've heard pale and lost...

The time we've trough...
Was the darkest beauty in me...
I thought it was perfect...
But the march said it vulnerable...

I saw the stars on my purple sky...
But your eyes so brown..
So I can't look at the other sky...
But somehow I know I've let my self drown in grieve...
Would that kill my loneliness again ?

Give me a reason to understand the game you play...
Don't let me down to the agony anymore...
Let me cry if its makes you happy with her...
But please don't bring that flower to push me down...

Cause tonight I can't kill this think of you...
I think I miss you now...

Emil

I'm through fighting the day..
I'm Fear by the nigh..
can I see beautiful tomorrow again ??
oh how this wounds torture me..
I wish a thousand birds could bring my heal..

two days left for me..
Its hard to believe that I can't kiss your lips anymore...
Leaving all that I love behind..
will I go to that place alone ??
Is it good for me to leave now ??
oh a thousand birds bring the answer form God to me..

and tonight...
my thousand paper birds will fly...
fly.. fly.. just fly...
fly and spread the hope...
Cause I still believe that I can see tomorrow...


present for Emil...
keep fighting guy !.
I believe you can see the sun tomorrow...

Chrysalis

Maybe I was wrong...
Or maybe that was the right thing that I have choose ...
Then the doubt arise..
And I fall into my self..
Waiting for my final time..

The time when I was there..
In the night so alone..
The dream was too long..
But The truth I know is different...

Knowing nothing I tried to reach the sky..
But still it won't spread...
Can I run to another clouds ?
Somehow I know how it feel...
The touch of your softness bless...

There you are

I know something behind that brown door
something that you keep inside
haunting me in her smile
something that keep my heart in pale
and though I try to stop the rain upon you
still you know nothing

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine


Hide but you around me
sometime I hear her voice
bring me to reach the sky bellow
and I'm down by my self
screaming in silence

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine

cause you know nothing about us
what we hold is vulnerable
when she falling through us
it seems like you never feel me
cause you know nothing
and would never know

October

I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting it

Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up
You're my only strength.
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
In all my bitterness,
I ignored
All that's real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong
I can't lie anymore
I fall down before you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Constantly ignoring
The pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Confession

I still remember every moment we've through.
Everything seemed easier with you here.

Our fragile dreams have broken.
They all died, and we just live in vain.

But tonight I miss you so.
All I need is you.
This feeling constantly bury me.
Entomb me in an empty heart.

Here I am.
Try to forget you, but you are too strong.

Tell me darling.
How do I can ease the pain inside.
In all my ignorance. All I know is you.
All I need is you.

And I give up.
To walk away from you.
Because tonight I miss you.
oh how I miss you...

Her

And the stars shining on the darkest heart.
When she feels life is unfair.
Burns a broken soul, I know what it feels.
To be lost, and forsaken.
Her life full with lies, the untruth.
Whenever she walks, lies bloom in her beautiful sorrow.
And when she screaming, no one hear.
She just stands there and never will to runs from this tears.
This life ruins her mind, tear her soul.

And the stars keep shining on the darkest heart.
Though they know she can't live anymore.
And the pain remains in their eyes.
With no sounds my darling, I know how regret their heart.

I Fear now

I found my fear at the end of the day.
Taking me over into illogical mind.
All I remember was the world without fire.
But it seems burning me now.

I can't counting the day now.
It run so fast.
How long the day left for me ?
Cause I won't stop now before the Ice stop melting.

Midnight

When the moon watching you dreaming...
I can hear the lies speaking softly...
slowly their taking me Fall down into pieces...
But you refuse to make it better...


I've been so long waiting for you...
strayed in the night...
I can't find my way home..
Something have stolen my soul...
And It's you..
I know It's you...

I know the secret that you hide... under your pillow I see the truth...
I know you won't try to take It back..
But she feels better to be with you...

I've been looking in the shadows...
Too long too far will you take me home ?
I can't hold on to this love anymore...
With you and your lies laying beside me...

I am She...

I found my self that I've got nothing...
Broken inside I don't even know what to do...
She feels better when the night coming..
Never Care Tomorrow...
Yes I do really miss that innocent smile...

She is the sun... shining brightly...
She is the cloud... knows that the sky is blue..
through it all... her heart believing in everything...
She's close enough to touch her dream...

Empty and lost is what I get...
Behind this smile hiding the flame of pain...
Burning everything that she had made...
And I still remember the rainbow in her eyes...
and it seems blurry now...

when Its over

I know that I need you...
I know that I'm Loosing you..
and It hurt !.
Then I'm crying alone...
Everything's so dark..
Can't believe that I'm alone...

Everyday I feel pain...
oowh.. Hurt and bitter..
they're my Friends..
Can't you feel me when I cry?!.

But now..
you want me back..
I know you want me back..
do I want you back ?!
enough For this love...
enough for this pain...

so please Let me be free...

Its Empy

There's Just a memories Left at the corner of my room...
still I can feel your smell on my pillow...
and it hurting me !!
The day you left behind...
Is the day that I touched the bottom of my weakness...
Can you feel the pain ??
Can you hear me crying ??
I try to breath and to see...
To Live...
waiting for you...
Just Hurt me If you feel happy...
Push me If It makes you smile...
You can cut my self If you want...
But please...don't leave me alone with my self...
It makes my Life empty...

Berakhir Tanpa Cerita

Kisah tanpa jejak cerita...
Kisah terinjak sia-sia...
Ratapilah cerita...
Akankah berakhir???

Katakanlah jika itu hanyalah kepalsuan...
Kerapuhan bayang-bayang dirimu...
Katankanlah semua kepalsuan mu...
Kerapuhan kata-kata mu...

I tell you the truth...

yes I'm still loving you like I do...
yes it makes me hurt..
but this heart never let me to hate you...
If only I could change this...
I don't want to know you..
never...
you never know how this heart feels..
in every time you say hello...
"so why do you do this to me?? so why do you do this so easly??"

you let me going under...
torn into pieces...will I ever heal this wounds??
and I'm trap on this feeling...
yes I miss you honey...
yes I do really miss you..

One Last Kiss

I sit at corner and cry...
I cut my self but I don't feel hurt!!!
and tonigt "I loose my self in anguish"
cause I'll let my self believe that I'm the only one For you...
And does she Loves you Like I do..

You Left me here...
Feeling so empty and broken...
I'm your victim of one side affair...
And you don't care with my pain... You never care...

Our story It's over now...
"It has come to this one last kiss" that you gave in that Last afternoon...

Story

Touch my heart...
You walk into my life..
Make my heart beating so fast...
In everytime I see your face..

Week changing month... But you let me here waiting for nothing...
Making me fall down into hesitation...

And this story over...
The last kiss left for you...
Goodnight my love...
Goodby for you..

One day he comes in the night...
"Talking about our lifes like we know each other forever"
He gives me something that I want it from you...

And this story begin under the rain...
Without reason we try a new life...

And this story over...
The last kiss left for you...
Goodnight my love...
Goodby for you..
Cause he Is the only one that I love...

FaLLIng away...

There's a light in my life when you standing here beside me...
Shining all my darkest soul...
Torments gone by your touch and I feel alive...
But tonigt it's empty...
I hold on to you but you let me fall...
As I'm crashing down... Still I want you here with me...
Don't want to be alone here...
But you never understand me...
Never...

I feel cold!

Raining down in the afternoon... Pouring me softly...
Falling from the clouds...
I feel this heart turning freeze...

Nothing that I can say today...
To you to make It better...
Something Left inside us...
Holding me here for you..

Can't explain what I feel today...
Maybe I'm torn into pieces..
Or maybe I'm free from you...
Can't describe what you feel now...
Do you ever miss for my absence...
This Love for you without question why...
And I Longing for you now...

Who you are

I never kn0w something in your mind..
Cause you never let me in to your life..
I never know the pain you feel inside..
Cause you always say that everything's alright...
So you never know the torments in my heart..
In everytime you say "I Love you"
Let me screaming your name tonight..
Then you will feel the anguish that I feel...

Morning depression

Can you hear me screaming out your name?
Tell me now what you always hide from me...
Sweet secrect that you keep inside...
Tell me now dear...
Before I loose all my consciousness...

I never know something inside you...
so confusing..
Trapping me Inside your heart...

Loving you softly...
I never need a reason why..
But you never understand...

Sweet Lullaby

When the sun goes down...
When twilight turning dark...
The story begin without question...
He walks under the moonlight...
Searching for something missing on his heart...
Something makes his soul waking up In every beautifull night...

And she laying on a bed...
Sleeping tightly waiting for someone she long for coming...
In every night he waking up her with his softly whisper...

Hold you tightly thats all I want...
Live a day and night without blinding walls separating us from who we are...
Then he gazed Into her eyes...
make her sure that tomorrow will better than today...

But he doesn't see behind her brown eyes...
You never see the torments behind my brown eyes...

Feel today...

A days without you seems so hard..
Cold and claudy...
And It's hard for me to think right...
Cause you make my logic so fool...
But my heart don't want to say good bye...

accept who you are...without any question...
Never care to your stupid thing that you do...
I trapped on your toxic heart... Makes me die if you set me free...

Understanding

I'm listening my conscience...
Not anymore...
Leaving all my vision just to hold you in my arms...
And do I try to make you realize..
That I don't even know how to breath without you...

Never I considered to say I love you...
Wasting time and I know that I don't have much time...
Daylight makes me blind from tomorrow...
The reason why every second time..

I love you with all my consciousness...

My conscience says "I Hate you"

Stop do what you do around me...
Cause I feel disgust to see you...
So don't ever think that I've forgive what you did...
This wounds that you made will never heal...
With pityingly I smile to see you sad...

I still can feel what happening on that night...
You made me feel so shame to begin that story...
Sit in the corner I feel agony In this heart...

Two month Its not enough to heal the pain...
And still I lust to see you feel the wounds as I reach my victory...

So stop telling me what to do...
Cause your nothing for me anymore...








This Is the moron words....(311009) I think I understand...

Tragedy In dramatic life...

Vanilla latte in the afternoon...
Swallowed by the red lips on her face...
Seriously she tell him what her feel last night...
Cause she doesn't know what should do...

And if I could only touch your bones tonight...
I will bring the skins for you...
And make you see how beautifull sunrise...

Sweet whisper

Berusaha tuk tetap tersenyum...
Karna ku muak dengan semua ini..
Berandai dirimu berada sepertiku...
Mungkin kamu kan merasakan sakit yang aku rasakan...
Bisikan cinta mu pada ku hanyalah omong kosong!
Bersinarlah terang bintang abadiku..
Karna esok ku pastikan takkan ada lagi malam untuk mu...

Once again I cannot speak...

In this madness...
Still I cannot run for nothing...
Something I never understand why...
Scream in silence I'm awake from the circle time...
Can I get a little answer for this?

Darling I cannot stand up now...
For what you did...
I still can feel that it's hurt...
And I cannot run from your illusion...
Still I belive for every lie...

Loath you honey...
Can I Loath you...
Like a heaven Loath a demon...
Disgusting things on his mind...

And once again I stare up to the window...
See the morning star shining brightly...
Can I trust In you?
Cause I can't Loath you..

My bItter sugar...

Give me your whisper my twilight...
Under your shine I can be what you want...

bicaralah wahai Senja...
Bawa aku kedalam sinar hangat mu..
Sinar hangat yang membawaku kedalam setiap mimpi Indah mu...

Nothing can't hold me to touch you...
Though my world fade away...

Dan biarkanlah ku tertidur lelap di samping mu...
Karna ku merindukan lembutnya sentuhan mu...

Let me be the only one who calling you dearly...
Let me be your dawn and bring my sunrise into your heart...

kan ku hapus duka mu bersama pudarnya cahaya senja...
Hingga Fajar tiba ku ingin berada dalam pelukan mu...

Lying beside you make me know how deep is your love...
Untill my soul fade as the dawn coming...

Let me be the only one in your side...
Hingga ku sanggup tuk menyentuh sinar mentari mu...

Light but no shine

Can I running from tomorrow?
Cause when I'm with you I fear to feel tomorrow without you...
This blood flow like a river... And I know I don't have too much time..
So how if I take you away with me to see the real light?
so we won't be separated again..

Still on the sweetest tragedy

What you feel when the drama begin?
The story under starlight when she become fool...

So how you feel when that drama doesn't have an ending?
Will our story like that?

Crying loudly she falling like a paper cut...
There Is no romantic song and red rose from her...
Just a funeral song and the rose on her coffin...

But what do you feel when she dying now?
Cause I need to know before my soul fade away...

I Miss You

I miss you tonight...
Suddenly this feeling need you so...
Starring to the window...
I'm waiting for you flying come home...
Cause this home so alone without you...
Cause this day so blur without you...
And my reflection fade away without you...
I see darkness coming around...
Then I'm broken into pieces without you...

Dear the only one from the afternoon...
I miss the way you see my eyes...
The way you make me warm in this coldest lonelliness...
The way you make me sure in every hesitate...

Would you stay with me tonight?

Burn In lust to see you die

Want to shot you in your head by this gun...
Silently your blood drying by this poison...
Cause you will die under their pillow...
In their sleep they will come obsessed by the murderer, to kill you...
Take your voice so you will not say your stupid words...
Oh honey...
There will no blood in your hand no more...
Cause I'll take your blood to make them smile...
So honey...
Would you stop your lust...?
Before the dawn coming you will not see sunlight anymore...
There will be your grave in your kingdom...
And there will be my glory under your torments...

unknow situation

How we can be like this?
Pretending that everything ok...
but I'm falling from bliss..
Silence in the night and nothing left for..
Dear..
Can you sleep for silent now?
Cause I wanna see you torment under my eyes..

Irreplaceable

When daylight replace by twilight...
Time for tonight smiling...
Then the autumn become spring...so we can smell the warm of breeze...
Laying on the grasses we can feel the butterfly among us...
Isn't that our dream is it?
But that Just a dream In my long time sleep...
A beautifull illusion on my pillow...
And not now dear...
Not this time we can be together...
And If I'm wake up tonight... Don't Let me fall asleep anymore...
So you can feel what you asking for...
Not like them...
Not like the night and the other..
You are irreplaceable...not Just under my dream..
Then the night turns to Light...
Would you take me away from here?
Cause I will sleep again before the dawn..

Nothing In The Dawn

Say my name and I will wake up from now...
Say my name cause I forget how to speak...
Tell me how to feel cold...cause I cannot feel you...
I need to know how you feel to me...

And when the dawn coming...
you will know how much I love you...

Nothing

Feel nothing now...
Feel empty now...
Like a child stray on a way home...

Sunday...

Dear the wind from east...
Is there something missing on me?
Waiting for nothing here...
Get bored from this words...
Suck!

Tell Me..

Tell me the reason why I feel so confuse...
Tell me that is nothing and everything's alright...
My heart beating fast... And I can't think anything...
Am I loose my mind?
Inside my heart I feel so unsure...
Can take a deep breath are there still another breath for me?
Tell me what should do this time...
Cause I forget how to Fly...
Tell me that is nothing to worry...
Cause I fear to face my weakness...
Tell me dear that you alright there...
Tell me that I will not loosing you...
Say that you stILL with me...

Feeling Fine

You came at the twilight...
Stood there under the rain...
Then everything become alright when you embrace this longing...

We walk through the night...
Our story begin under the starlight...

Healing this wounds on me...
Feel the touch of you with tranquillity...
I Just want to hold you tightly...
Leaving all this torments..

Morning

a LittLe warm oF breeze...
I wanna FeeL the touch oF sunLIght...
FLyIng cLose the paradIse...
I wanna taste the candy cLoud...

Tonight

And tonight...
I want to feel that Is real... Cause tonight...
I Feel so alone here...
But tonight...
We get so far away...
Ask tonight...
still you stay in our way?

Aiedail

there is a glowing star brightly...
shining my darkest dream...
I'm sleeping tightly under your silent spell...
I fear to feel this love without you...
but that wall make us blind for what we have...
makes the day disturbing me in everything I see...
the dawn take you away from me...
and my reflection fade as the night turns into light...

Last nIght, Tonight, and The Other night

I'm bleeding alone...
Crying for you in the corner..
will you forgive me honey?
cause I hate to be alone...

this eyes want to blind if I'm not see you..
I'm Finally found the reason why I'm wake up now...

this feeling I cannot explain..
Feel comfort from every wounds that I feel...
dear..am I good enough to you?

all I want is just stay beside you...
Feel what you feel...
all I want is just erase your tears..
keep you away from sadness...

and tonight...
Let me be the one who stay beside you...
Let me be the one who live in your heart..
cause there will not the other night for me...