Friday, February 18, 2011

Far

I'm chasing the brightest star in the night sky...
Fall and Down I'm running to touch you..
You are cold,
And you're far away from me..
But all I want is you..

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

tell me..

am I falling again ??
or its just a flash of light blinding my eyes...
am I lost ??
I just can't find the way to go...
tell me..
tell me which way to go...
I hear voices screaming.
Tearing me down into painful words.
I'm trying to deaf and blind.
But the lies never wrong...
I'm dying...
Here I am..
I'm lost in silence..
I'm still walk away leaving it all behind..
But it's just the broken stairs,
tell me..
tell me this is my way home??

Sunday, February 6, 2011

My Room

My Room..
Place where I can be who I am and I cannot be..
Place where I find silence and pleasant..
Not today..
Not this time..
But my world ruin me silently..
And I'm lost beyond the dark..
Is it a dream ??
You call to me and I can hear nothing.
This wounds spreading, killing me, burry me alive..
What have you done??
My Room..
Place where I can be everything..
But it kills reality..
Tell me who I am..
Tell me that you want me too..
And you now that I can't let my self free..
And you now that I can't pretend that this love is unreal..
My Room..
Place where I can sleep tightly..
The only way into the utopia..
See who I am...
Nothing..
Nothing..
Nothing but just a lie..
Can't I lie to you, can I ???
My Room..
Place where I can be who I am and I cannot be..
Place where I find silence and pleasant..
The only one that never leave me..
Let me never ever wake again then we can be together..
But not today..
Not today...

Thursday, February 3, 2011

nothing but too much lie

would you tell me what it feels to be alone..
could you tell me how empty heart screaming laudly..
I stay awake..
To watch you sleep..
To watch you breath..
To watch you dying..