Understanding

I'm listening my conscience...
Not anymore...
Leaving all my vision just to hold you in my arms...
And do I try to make you realize..
That I don't even know how to breath without you...

Never I considered to say I love you...
Wasting time and I know that I don't have much time...
Daylight makes me blind from tomorrow...
The reason why every second time..

I love you with all my consciousness...

My conscience says "I Hate you"

Stop do what you do around me...
Cause I feel disgust to see you...
So don't ever think that I've forgive what you did...
This wounds that you made will never heal...
With pityingly I smile to see you sad...

I still can feel what happening on that night...
You made me feel so shame to begin that story...
Sit in the corner I feel agony In this heart...

Two month Its not enough to heal the pain...
And still I lust to see you feel the wounds as I reach my victory...

So stop telling me what to do...
Cause your nothing for me anymore...








This Is the moron words....(311009) I think I understand...

Tragedy In dramatic life...

Vanilla latte in the afternoon...
Swallowed by the red lips on her face...
Seriously she tell him what her feel last night...
Cause she doesn't know what should do...

And if I could only touch your bones tonight...
I will bring the skins for you...
And make you see how beautifull sunrise...

Sweet whisper

Berusaha tuk tetap tersenyum...
Karna ku muak dengan semua ini..
Berandai dirimu berada sepertiku...
Mungkin kamu kan merasakan sakit yang aku rasakan...
Bisikan cinta mu pada ku hanyalah omong kosong!
Bersinarlah terang bintang abadiku..
Karna esok ku pastikan takkan ada lagi malam untuk mu...

Once again I cannot speak...

In this madness...
Still I cannot run for nothing...
Something I never understand why...
Scream in silence I'm awake from the circle time...
Can I get a little answer for this?

Darling I cannot stand up now...
For what you did...
I still can feel that it's hurt...
And I cannot run from your illusion...
Still I belive for every lie...

Loath you honey...
Can I Loath you...
Like a heaven Loath a demon...
Disgusting things on his mind...

And once again I stare up to the window...
See the morning star shining brightly...
Can I trust In you?
Cause I can't Loath you..

My bItter sugar...

Give me your whisper my twilight...
Under your shine I can be what you want...

bicaralah wahai Senja...
Bawa aku kedalam sinar hangat mu..
Sinar hangat yang membawaku kedalam setiap mimpi Indah mu...

Nothing can't hold me to touch you...
Though my world fade away...

Dan biarkanlah ku tertidur lelap di samping mu...
Karna ku merindukan lembutnya sentuhan mu...

Let me be the only one who calling you dearly...
Let me be your dawn and bring my sunrise into your heart...

kan ku hapus duka mu bersama pudarnya cahaya senja...
Hingga Fajar tiba ku ingin berada dalam pelukan mu...

Lying beside you make me know how deep is your love...
Untill my soul fade as the dawn coming...

Let me be the only one in your side...
Hingga ku sanggup tuk menyentuh sinar mentari mu...

Light but no shine

Can I running from tomorrow?
Cause when I'm with you I fear to feel tomorrow without you...
This blood flow like a river... And I know I don't have too much time..
So how if I take you away with me to see the real light?
so we won't be separated again..

Still on the sweetest tragedy

What you feel when the drama begin?
The story under starlight when she become fool...

So how you feel when that drama doesn't have an ending?
Will our story like that?

Crying loudly she falling like a paper cut...
There Is no romantic song and red rose from her...
Just a funeral song and the rose on her coffin...

But what do you feel when she dying now?
Cause I need to know before my soul fade away...

I Miss You

I miss you tonight...
Suddenly this feeling need you so...
Starring to the window...
I'm waiting for you flying come home...
Cause this home so alone without you...
Cause this day so blur without you...
And my reflection fade away without you...
I see darkness coming around...
Then I'm broken into pieces without you...

Dear the only one from the afternoon...
I miss the way you see my eyes...
The way you make me warm in this coldest lonelliness...
The way you make me sure in every hesitate...

Would you stay with me tonight?

Burn In lust to see you die

Want to shot you in your head by this gun...
Silently your blood drying by this poison...
Cause you will die under their pillow...
In their sleep they will come obsessed by the murderer, to kill you...
Take your voice so you will not say your stupid words...
Oh honey...
There will no blood in your hand no more...
Cause I'll take your blood to make them smile...
So honey...
Would you stop your lust...?
Before the dawn coming you will not see sunlight anymore...
There will be your grave in your kingdom...
And there will be my glory under your torments...

unknow situation

How we can be like this?
Pretending that everything ok...
but I'm falling from bliss..
Silence in the night and nothing left for..
Dear..
Can you sleep for silent now?
Cause I wanna see you torment under my eyes..

Irreplaceable

When daylight replace by twilight...
Time for tonight smiling...
Then the autumn become spring...so we can smell the warm of breeze...
Laying on the grasses we can feel the butterfly among us...
Isn't that our dream is it?
But that Just a dream In my long time sleep...
A beautifull illusion on my pillow...
And not now dear...
Not this time we can be together...
And If I'm wake up tonight... Don't Let me fall asleep anymore...
So you can feel what you asking for...
Not like them...
Not like the night and the other..
You are irreplaceable...not Just under my dream..
Then the night turns to Light...
Would you take me away from here?
Cause I will sleep again before the dawn..

Nothing In The Dawn

Say my name and I will wake up from now...
Say my name cause I forget how to speak...
Tell me how to feel cold...cause I cannot feel you...
I need to know how you feel to me...

And when the dawn coming...
you will know how much I love you...

Nothing

Feel nothing now...
Feel empty now...
Like a child stray on a way home...

Sunday...

Dear the wind from east...
Is there something missing on me?
Waiting for nothing here...
Get bored from this words...
Suck!

Tell Me..

Tell me the reason why I feel so confuse...
Tell me that is nothing and everything's alright...
My heart beating fast... And I can't think anything...
Am I loose my mind?
Inside my heart I feel so unsure...
Can take a deep breath are there still another breath for me?
Tell me what should do this time...
Cause I forget how to Fly...
Tell me that is nothing to worry...
Cause I fear to face my weakness...
Tell me dear that you alright there...
Tell me that I will not loosing you...
Say that you stILL with me...

Feeling Fine

You came at the twilight...
Stood there under the rain...
Then everything become alright when you embrace this longing...

We walk through the night...
Our story begin under the starlight...

Healing this wounds on me...
Feel the touch of you with tranquillity...
I Just want to hold you tightly...
Leaving all this torments..

Morning

a LittLe warm oF breeze...
I wanna FeeL the touch oF sunLIght...
FLyIng cLose the paradIse...
I wanna taste the candy cLoud...

Tonight

And tonight...
I want to feel that Is real... Cause tonight...
I Feel so alone here...
But tonight...
We get so far away...
Ask tonight...
still you stay in our way?

Aiedail

there is a glowing star brightly...
shining my darkest dream...
I'm sleeping tightly under your silent spell...
I fear to feel this love without you...
but that wall make us blind for what we have...
makes the day disturbing me in everything I see...
the dawn take you away from me...
and my reflection fade as the night turns into light...

Last nIght, Tonight, and The Other night

I'm bleeding alone...
Crying for you in the corner..
will you forgive me honey?
cause I hate to be alone...

this eyes want to blind if I'm not see you..
I'm Finally found the reason why I'm wake up now...

this feeling I cannot explain..
Feel comfort from every wounds that I feel...
dear..am I good enough to you?

all I want is just stay beside you...
Feel what you feel...
all I want is just erase your tears..
keep you away from sadness...

and tonight...
Let me be the one who stay beside you...
Let me be the one who live in your heart..
cause there will not the other night for me...