Gloomy Sunday [Suicide Song]

Sunday is gloomy
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach
Of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday

Sunday is gloomy
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided
To end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers
That are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know
That I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday


Dreaming
I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart dear
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
Gloomy Sunday

simply death

Those eyes close at the gloomy sun.
She had loose her feeling.
She is just lays while her eyes watching the dark.
Silently she lost in the stillness.
Her heart turns to cold, but what can I do ?
And the tenderness on her smiles, ignoring all the pain for everything she left before.

Wandering in the unknow world, when everything turn upside down.
Far from my room I’m alone and lost.
All I need is you to take me into the undying light.
Close to the flame of the love that burning brightly.
I close my eyes and I can't feel my heart.
I hear they breathe and weep far from me.
I can feel the warm touch of the forlorn heart.
And All I need is you to safe me from the pain that can’t be heal.

But the rain won’t stops falling.
And my heart needs to be awake and feels the summer.
Does her heart needs too, doesn’t it ?

beautiful death

dear my forlorn life...
how's your life today ? what a wonderful pain lives inside your heart.
she still crying behind the mirror.
I'm tormented by the wounds that never heal.
By the pain of your embrace,
This fragile love makes me afraid to feel you far from me..
I love you from the inside and it completely my soul...

Julie's Nightmare

tick tock...
the clock is 9 now.
and the fear touch softly, sending shiver down my spine.
the darkest feeling which dwells in my heart, going strong..
and the shadows behind my footsteps seem laughing to me..
oh my morning star, I don't want to sleep to embrace the nightmare...
not to adore you, but I'm longing for the peaceful feeling..
in the silent with you, I'm alive with your love..
I know it will come, but I never expected that one into my life..
dear my morning star..
I lost inside my visions....
Lost in the realm of darkness again !
The spell chaining my soul without you I won't be free.........