There you are

I know something behind that brown door
something that you keep inside
haunting me in her smile
something that keep my heart in pale
and though I try to stop the rain upon you
still you know nothing

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine


Hide but you around me
sometime I hear her voice
bring me to reach the sky bellow
and I'm down by my self
screaming in silence

there you are
standing before me
but you never feel me
here you are
living in my mind
and you would never mine

cause you know nothing about us
what we hold is vulnerable
when she falling through us
it seems like you never feel me
cause you know nothing
and would never know

October

I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting it

Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up
You're my only strength.
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
In all my bitterness,
I ignored
All that's real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong
I can't lie anymore
I fall down before you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Constantly ignoring
The pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love

Confession

I still remember every moment we've through.
Everything seemed easier with you here.

Our fragile dreams have broken.
They all died, and we just live in vain.

But tonight I miss you so.
All I need is you.
This feeling constantly bury me.
Entomb me in an empty heart.

Here I am.
Try to forget you, but you are too strong.

Tell me darling.
How do I can ease the pain inside.
In all my ignorance. All I know is you.
All I need is you.

And I give up.
To walk away from you.
Because tonight I miss you.
oh how I miss you...