Vulnerable Moment

In the night so alone...
The only thing that I've heard was your voice...
Soft and tender passed through my blood...
Killed the loneliness in me...
As it confusing me in all my dreams...

Until the october rain poured me...
The story told in different way...
Warm but stillness all I've heard pale and lost...

The time we've trough...
Was the darkest beauty in me...
I thought it was perfect...
But the march said it vulnerable...

I saw the stars on my purple sky...
But your eyes so brown..
So I can't look at the other sky...
But somehow I know I've let my self drown in grieve...
Would that kill my loneliness again ?

Give me a reason to understand the game you play...
Don't let me down to the agony anymore...
Let me cry if its makes you happy with her...
But please don't bring that flower to push me down...

Cause tonight I can't kill this think of you...
I think I miss you now...

Emil

I'm through fighting the day..
I'm Fear by the nigh..
can I see beautiful tomorrow again ??
oh how this wounds torture me..
I wish a thousand birds could bring my heal..

two days left for me..
Its hard to believe that I can't kiss your lips anymore...
Leaving all that I love behind..
will I go to that place alone ??
Is it good for me to leave now ??
oh a thousand birds bring the answer form God to me..

and tonight...
my thousand paper birds will fly...
fly.. fly.. just fly...
fly and spread the hope...
Cause I still believe that I can see tomorrow...


present for Emil...
keep fighting guy !.
I believe you can see the sun tomorrow...

Chrysalis

Maybe I was wrong...
Or maybe that was the right thing that I have choose ...
Then the doubt arise..
And I fall into my self..
Waiting for my final time..

The time when I was there..
In the night so alone..
The dream was too long..
But The truth I know is different...

Knowing nothing I tried to reach the sky..
But still it won't spread...
Can I run to another clouds ?
Somehow I know how it feel...
The touch of your softness bless...